"I already knew the consequences of being married to a spy. But I don't care. I love him so much and nobody could love me as much as he does,"
"Of course, my parent warned me and even opposed our plan to marry. But after they realized how strong our love and determination was, they couldn't help but bless our marriage,"
"At first, everything seemed not that hard. I thought that being married to a spy isn't really troublesome. And as the time goes by.. I changed my mind,"
"Problems come and go like a tidal wave. Imagine; you just got home after an exhausting day of work and then you realized that someone has broke into your house and ruined everything. And your husband- he was standing on the top of the stairs, holding a gun or other weapons, with a messy look, and a bleeding body was lying on the bottom of the stairs. It happened at least once a week- no, twice a week, with slightly different scenarios,"
"I tried my best not to be panic, scared, anxious- whatever, I'm aware that he was my husband and I was his wife, so all I can do is support his career. It's not like he didn't want a normal life or something better, but it's just not that easy to resign from his current job you know; since you're working for the government on numerous dangerous mission, every single of your act is being counted. So you can't just walk out from it and live your life peacefully,"
"But everything seems so complicated when we knew that we were going to be a parent, after 3 years of our marriage. However, our child deserves a better, secure life.."
"That's when the conflict started to begin. I remember back then, I wasn't home for business trip and I left our baby to my husband, though I was kinda worried, when a number of intruders broke into our house, tried to kill my husband. Unexpected to him, I went home earlier, and saw all the mess. Before I left, he had sworn to protect our baby no matter what. But I cried, I took our baby from his arms, then drove to my parent's house, left my husband alone for about a week."
"When we finally reunited, he said he want to talk over everything. He also made apology to me. Frankly speaking, I'm no longer wanted that kind of life, especially when we already have kids, but what could I do? After all, I truly love him, and I'll try to be by his side through any situations. Yeah, maybe I can, but I didn't think our child would make it. And as I expected, my husband asked me the toughest question; 'do you want to leave and end this?',"
"I never really answered his question. And one day, I found out that he already- or he were trying- to quit from his job, for our sake,"
"I asked him about that but he told me to pack up and brought my passport along with our baby instead. He said that we're going to move to Greece where we could live more securely, and somehow he already bought a small house there, so we just need to move,"
"But at the same night when we were going to catch the flight, everything changed. It rained so heavily, my husband drove our car madly, and it turned out that some people were chasing after him, he may already quit, but those people never really stop chasing him,"
"And I knew that our baby and I were such a burden. It still rained heavily when I regained my consciousness, and saw my husband's body all covered in blood, while people taking him to the ambulance,"
"Thanks God our baby didn't get injured at all, but my husband.. I knew he successfully killed those people but he was badly injured, and even he was a very great agent, everyone has their own limits; and that was my husband's limit,"
"At his funeral, not a single drop of tear falling from my eyes. Well.. I couldn't even cry. I thought I've spent all my tears in the hospital. And I knew, he died as a hero and as a good father or husband who tried to protect his baby and his wife from danger, until his very last time,"
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